[W]hen lov[E] [i]s [J]ust [i]n ele[A]na

2005-11-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAH.. after so long i decided to post an entry.. finish A levels liao.. like HURRAY!! (although my results will be £$%£^&*) aniwae.. i go so mani things to do..
1. find a job
2. dye or highlight or both
3. pack my room
4. do some sports.. basically.. exercise
5. meet up wif my old friends
6. carolling
7. watch harry potter
8. eat sakae
and many more...

aniwae.. todae went to celebrate gill's bdae.. wah.. when i see her i was stunned.. damn hot sia.. but i din drool unlike simin n jiemin.. (must be in the name.. lol.. jkjk) yea.. aniwae.. we waited at the station n was rottin away.. n we realise how sucky cg spelling is.. like GANRANTEE.. heh? so fast forget gp le.. tsk tsk.. then we go have lunch.. everywhere was crowded so we decided to go pizzahut.. then bcos we need to rush off for kbox.. we da bao the leftover ( idea wif courtesy of jm.. typical) at the kbox it was rather amusing.. more than rather i should say.. JM WAS SINGING KIDS SONG..n she even know the latest version of those kids songs.. like xiao mao lu, xiao xing xing, xiao ma yi n many other xiao.. realise that we are quite multilingual.. we sang chi eng jap hokkien cantonese.. n bibi language song.. lol.. even sang carols in our respective parts.. that the thing abt goin to kbox wif choir ppl.. yea.. aniwae.. paiseh to those at the kbox.. for hoggin on the mic.. yea.. paiseh paiseh.. lalallala.. meow.. still got wad ar? cant remember le.. then went home then started typin tis new entry

aniwae.. tml goin to dye or highlight or both my hair.. sounds weird the phrasing.. who cares.. yea.. n goin to spend 20 bucks onli.. so ok.. although i have no idea wad colour to dye.. hiaz.. WAD COLOUR???? oh no.. yea.. so dunno when i will type another entry.. so yea.. when u see me remind me to blog.. TATA~

2005-08-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

todae wasnt such a great day for me... even though its fri.. something happened n it makes me ponder abt it.. keep thinkin abt it.. till the extent tat it sorta spoil my mood.. issit just me or others? nvm.. miss talkin to my sec sch friends.. y? i dunno.. maybe for the past 1.5 years i have been too preoccupied with sch work n choir.. so din realli have the time to think back and reminisce the past.. now that i finally take a breather.. everything comes back to me again.. although im still preparin for As..

aniwae.. todae my pd tutor said something rather shocking to me.. he ask me to drink more water.. y? cos my pimples are coming out.. like ultimate shocked.. since i seldom tok to my pd tutor.. my complexion is gettin from bad to worse.. muz stay happy so tat i dun produce hormones tat destroy my skin.. heehee.. tryin to be relax n less stress... *beams widely*

2005-08-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

sooooooooooosoooooooooooooooooo long nv update my blog le.. can tell by the last entry ba.. sigh.. life without choir seems weird.. now is like.. muggin period.. try to mug but nothing fruitful comes out.. n its onli 2 wks aways from prelims.. cant seemed to focus.. bleahhh.. y?? nowadays alot of time prac.. those sit in the freezin cold audi for 3 hours.. tryin to concentrate after sch (which is impossible) although we have reduced timetable now.. we still end up returnin home late bcos of the stupid time pracs.. moreover i wasnt prepared for it so basically i juz rot my time away.. haiz.. muz do well for prelims bcos of many (confidential) stuff.. A levels is sososososo diff compared to O levels.. y?? y?? juz not born to be a mugger...

on a brighter note.. my class is preparing for an end of year trip to phuket! hooray!~ the white sandy beach n refreshing blue sea.. which u cant find in sg at all.. beat that.. but we haven exactly booked the tour yet.. waitin for the NATAS fair to get the best n most affordable tour.. minding you that my budget is tight.. cos im alreadi in debt wif the previous choir trip to olomouc..

well i simply love traveling.. i can juz book a flight n accomodation n wonder around without worrying much.. miss travellin wif my mum.. esp in europe n japan.. when i grow up.. i muz go travellin often to experience other cultures.. if i have a chance i will bring my parents to new zealand.. think its the perfect place for erm.. retired ppl?

back to studyin.. i dun even know if i can make it into the uni n the course i want.. sigh.. nowadays.. i keep thinkin n thinkin wad i really want in life n i nv seem to find it.. i wonder y.. i feel like im at the crossroads.. like some mid life crisis like tat.. issit some kind of 18 year old thingy.. where u are thrown into the harsh reality of life? when u start to realise that life is not that sweet? Or maybe dreams r juz dreams that can nv be pursued? so much sufferings in the world.. so little that i can do.. can i not be content wif wad i have? I just want the world to be happy. but wad is happiness? such relativity...

2005-07-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

once again, you touched my heart.

2005-07-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

haiz.. depressing.. got back my midyear results le.. like shit lor.. bleah.. all my grades drop.. bleah... quite sucky.. n im so dead cos theres result slip n my dad is gonna nag.. not like he realli care.. not forgetin that they have those teachers' comments for ya parents to see n know wads happenin in the class... tats bad.. i bet they will have such 'fantastic' remarks abt me..also.. parent-teacher meetin comin soon le.. hope im not shortlisted for the meetin.. although highly likely ba.. got c5 for gp.. then COCA.. arg... got one sub missed by 0.9..
-headbang-

enough of the results.. these few days still quite bz... bz wif interhouse lor.. organise interhouse soccer and participate in interhouse netball.. though im quite lan4.. heehee... long time nv shoot le.. tryin to catch up wif my laggy tutorials nowadays.. although most of the time i fall asleep b4 i could complete it.. haiz.. I MUZ NOT SLACK ANIMORE... zZZZzzz

2005-06-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

arg.. 2 more papers to go.. bleah.. tis is gonna be one of my worst midyears.. gp was bad enuff.. din come out on environment poverty feminism or health.. ended up doin some qn which i have to think of weird analogy n stuff.. Life should be saved at all cost.. obviously i disagree.. if the person wants to die.. no matter what u do.. u cant save him.. its up to him.. bleah.. uncrediential statements.. but heck.. maths was managable.. although i din attempt 11 marks.. chem was horrendous.. forgot all my group 2 n 7 stuff.. n so mani qns abt it.. wad luck.. n we had tis 4.5 hr break in b/w our paper 1 n paper 2.. come back for one hr to do mcq.. quite lame la.. was almost fallin asleep by then.. but lunch was nice.. at least most of the chem students eat together.. it was quite funny la.. we were roamin from shop to shop... from fiddlin arnd wif the stuff in muji to watchin some preview movie on a home theatre system.. 11 ppl surround the tv.. then wj went to spray tis choc perfume on the guys at bodyshop.. tml havin physic n the day after fm.. hopefully i will fare better in them...

enuff abt exams.. nowadays quite suay la.. i broke my specs!!! now i have to wear tis super old specs.. not forgetin tat its BLUR.. then i see tis big xiao qiang crawling arnd my stove tis mornin.. LIKE EARLY in the morn... when i was about to make milo.. i screamed.. luckily no one wake up except my dog... then while tryin to open the cap of the nutrisoy.. i broke it.. then spent 10 min tryin to open it.. juz to drink one pathetic cup.. oh ya.. n a few days ago.. i ate two slices of banana cake onli to find out that its mouldy after i finish it.. thanks to my dad who told me after some time... last but not the very least.. i spend like 20+ hrs downloadin tis movie called ocean's 12... GUESS WAD... its in SPANISH..without subtitles.. i juz hope my luck will get better soon...

2005-06-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

veri long nv blog le.. guess wad.. my bro's com crash.. which means i couldn come online for a period of time.. but now im back on after he connect tis weird little lan wire.. so hooray... aniwae.. i feel veri bad.. one of my junior wanna come to aj thru dsa.. but..BUT... the deadline for the application was due.. damn.. partially my fault.. cos i tot the deadline was b4 sch reopen.. muz be the jetlag.. haiz.. nvm ba.. aniwae.. my muggin plan failed terribly.. everyday i onli study like less than 2 hrs? short attention span.. sigh.. there goes my midyear.. hmmm.. lets see.. was realli pissed off by the stupid article on straits times.. my bro even came to me n ask whether we lost to acjc.. bleah... but nvm.. as long as we know wad realli happen.. its a fact.. no one can deny it.. sigh.. stress...how?? arrrrr....... *grabz hair n runz in circles*

2005-06-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

heehee.. juz came back from choir overseas trip.. went to compete in the XXXIII,International Festival of Choirs - Festival of Songs Olomouc 2005.. we got SECOND!! got 99 points for both catagories, folklore n superior youth.. although wif came in 2nd for both cat.. lost to acjc in the folklore (when they announced the results ally n i cried).. but nvm.. im still realli happy =) cos we were given another chance to perform for the finals.. at first we tot only cat winners can participate in the finals.. but.. miracles happen.. we were asked to perform for the finals.. pleasant surprise(was actually quite disappointed when i tot tat we wun perform again)

starting to miss choir... suddenly everything seems to end.. muz start to mug.. i realli hope the aj alumni choir will be established soon.. as in.. the real kind.. i love ajchoir.. it was a rollercoaster of emotions.. the choir.. esp the j2s.. worked veri hard to be wad we are todae.. it was not bestowed on us.. we worked for it.. lets hope it will continue tis wae

2005-05-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

tralallala.. manage to memorise my scores until 7788 le.. heehee.. no more common tests.. was pretty stressed up n stuff.. aniwae.. wanna say tat.. ALTO ROX.. heehee.. at least im startin to feel more bonded to the section.. somewhere where i can luff n crap... though sometimes im not realli happy at wad i see in the choir.. but comeon.. choir is not made up of perfect ppl.. i have my flaws too.. wad i wanna do now is enjoy the moment.. while it's still arnd.. forever is juz a lie.. Even the earth wouldn be here forever.. just be true to ur conscience.. n ppl will come to u when u r terribly down..

If u feel like u r in the dark... overcast by shadows.. juz turn 180 degrees.. and you will see the light..
because where there's shadow.. there's always light..
its juz the law of nature

2005-05-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

it wasnt easy for some of the choir ppl after we got the gold with honours.. there were some complainin abt givin tooo mani gold with honours n gold in the choir syf.. there were some that think we dun deserve it.. the jc choral scene is always changing.. bcos the batch of ppl change every 2 years.. u have a whole new batch of ppl competin in the next syf.. which means tat.. aj choir may or may not get their gold with honours in the next comin syf.. we were the underdogs.. and we daresay that we slog as hard as ani other ppl.. i muz congratulate vjchoir.. and thank some of them for encouragin us along the way... directly or indirectly.. thats wad sportmanship is all about..
aj choir is now in a whole new diff league.. we have made our way to come close to the olympic champs.. but not quite there yet.. in comparison wif ourselves.. we have so much more that we can do.. we will prove others wrong in the upcomin overseas competition in june..

Strive On

Move On

Acheive Greater Heights

2005-05-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

GOLD

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WITH HONOURS

I'M SO PROUD OF AJCHOIR..

THREE CHEERS N THREE CHEERS N THREE CHEERS FOR AJ.. HIP HIP HOOOOORAYYYY (x3)

can't believe it.. we were expectin a gold.. but hopin for a gold wif honours.. when they announce the results.. i was grabbin jiemin and alicia's hands. Time seemed to slow down.. it was like.. Anderson Junior College - Gold.... (pause) with honours... then we started screamin like crazy.. some of us even had tears of joy.. accordin to jiemin.. she whacked my face.. but i couldn't remember.. was overjoyed... and also, we sorta miss the results of some choirs after that.. heehee.. all our hardwork paid off..

2005-05-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

To all choir peeps:
First and foremost, i LOVE all of u. Tml syf le.. its our final lap. We muz try our best k.. at least dun regret when we get down the stage.. feel gd abt the performance.. n PLEASE.. DON'T RUSH!! yea.. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

2005-05-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

juz came back from lunch at tampines wif the choir ppl.. had choir practice at siglap cc this mornin.. haiz.. feel so insecure n frustrated.. trying veri hard le but not gettin aniwhere near.. i guess tis is about team effort ba.. we need everyone to focus n enjoy the music.. 2 more days left onli.. all our hardwork is juz for this day.. 4th of May..

juz have a bad feelin.. like 2 years ago.. dun want history to repeat itself.. i dun wan to live in regret.. i dun wan all the hardwork to go to waste.. all the combined and sectionals.. all the late evenings... all the drilling.. all the auditions.. all the small group pracs..

dun wanna give up... will try my VERY VERY VERY BEST and give all that i can possibly give..

Most importantly, I must remember to:
1) Smile n enjoy the music
2) Move n feel the music
3) Focus and look at mr kwei
4) Sing wif support n intensity
5) Sing wif dynamics n energy
6) Be in the mood of the song.. (be a bird.. that can sing [FIR - the legend] )

P.S: my chinese bdae is on 4th of may too.. hopefully it will give all of us some luck

2005-04-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

The world is round

finally realise wad fate can really do... feelin realli sad for tkgs choir.. it was such a $%^& accident.. almost cried when i heard the news from my junior... cant imagine how they feel.. must be like 10000 times worse.. could have got into the top 5.. i realli believe so... no matter wad happened.. tkgschoir will always be a gold wif honours choir.. a choir tat is musically inclined and one that will nv ever give up... ppl will remember us for wad we really are... jia you k? im still realli proud of you guys... love ya tkgschoir!

Stay Strong

2005-04-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

bin-nan-ma.. oh man... im beginnin to love tis song.. heex.. veri long nv update le.. had dinner wif the choir ppl todae.. consists of both j1s n j2s.. woohoo.. yea.. bondin session in progress.. aniwae.. we're gonna have choir camp.. means there will be nite walk.. yay ( hope i dun get bibi again.. she screamed into my ears the last time.. hee.. juz kidding) yea.. had pe todae.. did 5 items.. realli happy abt it.. i can jump like a man.. but i run like a snail.. muz run faster.. then no more afternoon pe.. yay!!

finally some info abt our overseas trip in june.. pretty ex.. dunno if my dad will allow.. yea.. trying to earn money.. but ya.. choir prac still take up most of the time.. veri difficult for me to give tuition.. had a deal in hougang.. teach sec 3 emaths n amaths once a week.. but sorta turn it down.. haiz... sigh.. no money no trip..

these few days sleep veri early.. tired.. tryin to de-stress myself (all the pimples are erupting from my once-clean face) n also to get rid of the nasty dark circles.. which will nv come off.. tutorials piling.. but tats bcos i have no idea how to do it.. yea.. heehee... excuses but well.. who dont? aniwae.. im gonna sleep noww... look at the time.. heeheehee... maybe i shall juz attempt one question of maths b4 mr gan hunts me down.. tata~ adios

2005-03-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. veri long nv blog le.. feelin kinda drowsy now.. went to see a doc juz now.. having fever, sorethroat n flu again.. sianz.. was supposed to go out todae de.. end up.. haiz.. maybe i wasnt fated to go out during holi..
was reflecting about myself just now.. think i change alot le.. used to be more optimistic n funloving.. now all i do is grumble n grumble.. almost over anithing.. time is so precious.. sometimes realli wonder if wad im doin is worth it.. sometimes the more ppl i know.. the more confused i get.. y? cos i get to hear more stuff.. both good n bad.. and the bad side is realli realli ugly... cant help but to jump into conclusions.. who wouldnt? but i realli enjoy having friends arnd me.. i enjoy making ppl smile n stuff.. but when im troubled.. i know the ppl arnd me senses it.. feel like running away..
sometimes u dun like wad u see.. but u cant say it out.. y? cos it will juz invite trouble for u.. no one is perfect.. theres flaws in u n me.. i muz learn to let go.. i must learn to forget.. i must learn to accept.. but sometimes i juz cant accept.. its a matter of self principle.. life is too complex for me.. im juz not ready for the world.. i wanna live my own life..

S-T-R-E-S-S

2005-03-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

yay! concert is finally over.. phew.. alot of mistakes n stuff to learn from.. been hearin the recording for the past 3 days.. well.. its more of the exposure to gain experience ba.. one more month to syf.. needa rectify all the mistakes we made... JIA YOU BA!!

aniwae these few days too lazy to update my blog cos bz celebrating..
wed.. ate pasta mania wif him.. =D supposed to eat sakae but i had sore throat.. cut my hair too.. now i look like a pri sch kid.. wahahhaa.. cute n adorable... awwwwwwwwww...
thurs went to celebrate ally's bdae at sakae sushi.. yumyum.. i love salmon handroll.. then we went to play pool.. deprove alot le..
fri went to chin guan's house n dao3 luan4.. wahahhahahaha... mint ice cream rox..

veri happy now.. finally he's back.. after 3 long brutal days of waiting..
but.. holiday ending soon.. n i haven finish my hw.. dieeeee...

P.S: learn a new song from nuan.. heex.. D-U-M-B-D-U-M-B-D-U-M-B-D-U-M-B-D-U-M-B-

2005-03-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

sianz.. my sorethroat hasnt heal; i've been havin it for 10days? had half day todae cos aj did well for A level. though it wasnt realli a half day.. bleah.. had to come back for choir.. finally i can sing.. n whee geok says she misses my voice.. yay! but now my sore throat is worse.. thank god theres not choir on wed n fri(hopefully).. my poor wj is sick.. had throat infection.. i think i passed it to him but he refuse to admit it.. (he claims he's strong) male chauvenist..

choir is pretty much on schedule.. hopefully nothing will cropped up.. the whole choir has been workin realli hard.. running out of energy.. jia you!! bu yao fang qi!!

COUNTDOWN: 8 DAYS

"Accomplishment is easiest when we work the hardest, and it is hardest when we work the easiest."

are you the kind?

2005-03-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

are you the kind of ppl that will live up to the challenge? The more ppl push you or look down on you.. the more u wanna show them u can do it?
Or are you the kind that back down and hide in a corner, shivering in fear?

Choir is in one of its most difficult period. Pre-concert blues. I know its not easy for all of u.. but dun ever ever forget.. y u join choir in the first place? Giving up on choir means giving up on ur passion. People do not pay $15 juz to watch crap. Even if they dont mind, i will feel ashamed. I know many of you detest choreo.. but try to understand our stand here.
We are not professional. We try our best to think of steps and stuff. Our brains are prac squeezed dry. Sometimes we dun anticipate the prob that cropped up until it actually did. For every song, we need to stay back 2 days to think of the steps, then teach and then stay back on another day to teach those that din turn up. If you think have choir for 4 days is bad enough.. think about us.. I'm sure the choir committee are also having similar problems.. How i wish there are more than 7 days a week.

What i really seek is your cooperation, esp the J1s. I understand that you all dun feel the bond towards AJ choir but for those who perform for concerts, you know how lousy it feels if it turns out bad. Imagine they dun shout encore. Or you go arnd hearing ppl say that aj choir sux.. wad a waste of money. You will just feel a part of you being ripped off. I'm totally serious. Even if u are not stayin in AJchoir, juz try ur best because u are part of it.

Every drop of water makes up the ocean,
Everyone of you makes up the choir.

oucH

2005-02-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

oouucccCCChhhHHH... my legs are aching so badly now.. was limping arnd the sch todae.. esp down the stairs.. was screamin away.. and then my classmate ask me dun lame le.. dotx.. haiz.. stress.. so much work.. laggin behind le.. in deep shit cos im behind someone le.. ahem.. choir concert so near.. left a couple of weeks.. so many things undone.. lets hope that 船到桥头自然直.. must learn to relax.. think im a semi-perfectionist.. semi onli.. lol..
*breathe in breathe out*

tml still have pe.. the haze make my throat feel realli uncomfy.. hasnt been eating much fried food lately.. but like got abit of sorethroat.. unless fishball noodles is bad for throat.. hmmmm.. think im gonna pms soon.. so ya.. watch out.. be prepared for the badmood hormones.. wahahahhaha..... dotx..

officially sick

2005-02-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

officially sick.. dunno wads wrong wif me.. got slight fever 2 days ago.. n then no fever yest.. now the fever is back n its worse.. aww man.. sux to the core.. maybe im juz weak like a sh*t.. freakin sianz la.. lets hope tml will be better... went to ikea today wif 3 of my juniors n edna.. had a great time eatin lunch.. was freeloading on edna esp... n i finally shitted after 2 days..(i shall spare u from the details).. tot i will have constipation.. finish making the vday gift for him after spending 2++ hrs.. hopes he like it.. but i muz confess my art sux.. no talent in it.. guess i have to sign off now.. headache gettin worse..

boring...

2005-02-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

bleah.. tis cny is pretty boring for me.. rotting at home now even though its onli the 2nd day of new year.. think i ate too much goodies yesterday.. gettin a sorethroat soon.. lalalla...so mani tutorials untouched.. guess i will have to catch up later on.. aniwae.. the aJ choir will be holding a concert during the march holiday.. muz come k??

Voyaje: No Importa La Distancia
Date: 15th March 2005 Tuesday
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: Victoria Concert Hall
Price: $15
*Free seating

heex..dont u think its a nice drawing? =D

sigh

2005-02-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

the end of another exhausting week.. n its gonna be cny.. yay.. finally... and u know waD? my cny shoppin isnt done yet.. guess i will have to wear some old clothes :( theres fm common test on mon.. n i haven started revising.. im sosososoooo dead..

hmmm.. choir was tiring.. esp todae.. we had prac from 10 - 4++.. tats long.. n early.. considering that i went home at 11+ yest.. sigh.. its so not easy to sing in front of so mani ppl.. as in.. ya.. feel so... vulnerable? i dunno.. the feelin is not gd definitely... i know i sang like shit.. bleah.. so paiseh.. im a shy girl ya know.. *blush*.. all my self-confidence juz disappeared*poof*
singing is nv my forte (from previous experiences)

why cant i do something realli well? my studies is goin down the hill.. my singing isnt doing veri well either.. cant realli relate to ppl nowadays.. eyebags getting bigger n darker... sheesh.. am i pmsing?

where is the bubbly crazy confident cheerful eleana?

stresss..

2005-01-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

feel so stressed nowadays.. sorry if im moody or 'black faced' all the while.. juz dun feel like smiling.. realli tired... juz hafta bear with it ba... im not superwoman... it will soon be over..

so many things to do but so little time left.. piled up wif tutorials.. have 10 tutorials undone.. choreo stuff.. which i think i realli suck at tat... felt quite useless because
1) i cant dance
2) i cant think of wonderful steps
3) i cant teach
so yea.. useless as it is... juz hafta try my best.. even if others dun think so... not sleepin enuff too.. some ppl are sayin tat my eyebags are gettin worse.. (even when they are already bad enuff) so tired... wonder how ppl manage both their studies n cca committment so well.. maybe im just a failure...

thx for standin by me.. without u.. i wouldn be able to go through all these..

i cant dance..

2005-01-20T13:42:00.000+08:00

bleah.. todae had to help out for the choreo of joyful joyful.. i cant dance neither can i teach.. bleah.. juz being quite extra there.. but well.. it doesn hurt to try something new.. maybe i can dance better after tis whole experience.. maybe... lol.. had pe todae.. ran to amk hill.. quite happy cos no stitch.. finally phew..

just another day..

2005-01-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. seems like alot of ppl know abt my blog.. like DUH... its in my msn nick.. sigh.. its onli tues.. n im alreadi getting tired... tried veri hard not to sleep during lectures n tutorial but still cannot.. nothing much lor.. everyday chiong tutorial like crazy juz to catch up.. i love tues.. why? cos i get to spend more time with him.. todae we go eat prata @ prata house.. yummy.. i ate one plain, one egg, one cheese.. heex.. tml got pe.. trying to tell myself not to dread pe.. lets hope my stamina improve by juz a teeny weeny bit..

saw alicia todae.. wow.. chio bu sia... make ppl arnd u feel zi4 bei1 le..
gill.. dun sad le.. cheer up.. although i dun seem to know things but i do know.. juz tat i silently stood by.. take carez

a whole new meaning...

2005-01-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

super tired now sia.. had choir until almost 8.. then went to eat dinner wif the choir peeps.. zzzZZ.. tml muz run again.. oh man.. i suck at running.. bleah.. anyway.. i created a new meaning for a word todae..

Organic + Mechanism

= ORGANISM!!

i know it sounds lame...

anywae.. gtg le... shall write longer during the wkend...zzZZ

juz another day...

2005-01-12T12:29:00.000+08:00

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zzzz... sleepy sia... lalalalaa.... thank god tml is a short day.. but wadahell.. muz run 2.4km.. yuckx.. i rather play ball games.. heex...

monday blues~

2005-01-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

yoZ.. its monday again.. din start out too well for me.. was almost late.. saw an accident on my way to sch.. almost hit the bus sia.. so scary... somemore one of the cars got 2 babies inside.. its like... makes me realise deeply how fragile life is.. then wj was waitin for me at the busstop n i told him the entire thingy.. so yea.. monday blues.. wad made it worse was that i had cramps.. so i was pms-ing.. bleah.. oh ya.. my class n some other suay classes had to do tis moe chi test on the new syllables.. quite interesting.. the format was pretty diff.. no more long long compre n stuff.. found it much easier than our current format... so after that chiong go choir... met some J1s n stuff.. feel kinda old also..

-- have u ever wonder how you will feel if u lose ur loved ones suddenly? and you nv have the chance to tell him/her that u love him/her so so much? or u live in regret for the rest of your life that you din love him/her enough? --

1st posting!

2005-01-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

hey~ tis is my first posting.. kinda sianz so decide to keep a blog.. so fast.. 2005 is here.. so much hw to complete and tests to prepare.. feel so dead now..

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just ran 2.4km.. rusty sia.. n slow like tortise.. but then he keeps encouraging me.. heex.. so sweet.. then we had dinner together.. yumyum... had service learning today at yangzheng.. initially we were watchin anastasia but gillian lim's vcd was corrupted (dun support piracy) so in the end the poor mentees have to do their work.. while the mentors were muggin away.. after tat yujie n hk n i went to eat yu2 pian4 mi2 fen3... hk ate two bowls.. puberty i guess... oh ya.. sorry angel.. i forgot to bring your notes.. it onli struck me when i saw u doin maths hw... paiseh..