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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

WAHAHAHAH.. after so long i decided to post an entry.. finish A levels liao.. like HURRAY!! (although my results will be £$%£^&*) aniwae.. i go so mani things to do..
1. find a job
2. dye or highlight or both
3. pack my room
4. do some sports.. basically.. exercise
5. meet up wif my old friends
6. carolling
7. watch harry potter
8. eat sakae
and many more...

aniwae.. todae went to celebrate gill's bdae.. wah.. when i see her i was stunned.. damn hot sia.. but i din drool unlike simin n jiemin.. (must be in the name.. lol.. jkjk) yea.. aniwae.. we waited at the station n was rottin away.. n we realise how sucky cg spelling is.. like GANRANTEE.. heh? so fast forget gp le.. tsk tsk.. then we go have lunch.. everywhere was crowded so we decided to go pizzahut.. then bcos we need to rush off for kbox.. we da bao the leftover ( idea wif courtesy of jm.. typical) at the kbox it was rather amusing.. more than rather i should say.. JM WAS SINGING KIDS SONG..n she even know the latest version of those kids songs.. like xiao mao lu, xiao xing xing, xiao ma yi n many other xiao.. realise that we are quite multilingual.. we sang chi eng jap hokkien cantonese.. n bibi language song.. lol.. even sang carols in our respective parts.. that the thing abt goin to kbox wif choir ppl.. yea.. aniwae.. paiseh to those at the kbox.. for hoggin on the mic.. yea.. paiseh paiseh.. lalallala.. meow.. still got wad ar? cant remember le.. then went home then started typin tis new entry

aniwae.. tml goin to dye or highlight or both my hair.. sounds weird the phrasing.. who cares.. yea.. n goin to spend 20 bucks onli.. so ok.. although i have no idea wad colour to dye.. hiaz.. WAD COLOUR???? oh no.. yea.. so dunno when i will type another entry.. so yea.. when u see me remind me to blog.. TATA~

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
12:27 AM

eLeaN a ~

Friday, August 26, 2005

todae wasnt such a great day for me... even though its fri.. something happened n it makes me ponder abt it.. keep thinkin abt it.. till the extent tat it sorta spoil my mood.. issit just me or others? nvm.. miss talkin to my sec sch friends.. y? i dunno.. maybe for the past 1.5 years i have been too preoccupied with sch work n choir.. so din realli have the time to think back and reminisce the past.. now that i finally take a breather.. everything comes back to me again.. although im still preparin for As..

aniwae.. todae my pd tutor said something rather shocking to me.. he ask me to drink more water.. y? cos my pimples are coming out.. like ultimate shocked.. since i seldom tok to my pd tutor.. my complexion is gettin from bad to worse.. muz stay happy so tat i dun produce hormones tat destroy my skin.. heehee.. tryin to be relax n less stress... *beams widely*

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:25 PM

eLeaN a ~

Thursday, August 25, 2005

sooooooooooosoooooooooooooooooo long nv update my blog le.. can tell by the last entry ba.. sigh.. life without choir seems weird.. now is like.. muggin period.. try to mug but nothing fruitful comes out.. n its onli 2 wks aways from prelims.. cant seemed to focus.. bleahhh.. y?? nowadays alot of time prac.. those sit in the freezin cold audi for 3 hours.. tryin to concentrate after sch (which is impossible) although we have reduced timetable now.. we still end up returnin home late bcos of the stupid time pracs.. moreover i wasnt prepared for it so basically i juz rot my time away.. haiz.. muz do well for prelims bcos of many (confidential) stuff.. A levels is sososososo diff compared to O levels.. y?? y?? juz not born to be a mugger...

on a brighter note.. my class is preparing for an end of year trip to phuket! hooray!~ the white sandy beach n refreshing blue sea.. which u cant find in sg at all.. beat that.. but we haven exactly booked the tour yet.. waitin for the NATAS fair to get the best n most affordable tour.. minding you that my budget is tight.. cos im alreadi in debt wif the previous choir trip to olomouc..

well i simply love traveling.. i can juz book a flight n accomodation n wonder around without worrying much.. miss travellin wif my mum.. esp in europe n japan.. when i grow up.. i muz go travellin often to experience other cultures.. if i have a chance i will bring my parents to new zealand.. think its the perfect place for erm.. retired ppl?

back to studyin.. i dun even know if i can make it into the uni n the course i want.. sigh.. nowadays.. i keep thinkin n thinkin wad i really want in life n i nv seem to find it.. i wonder y.. i feel like im at the crossroads.. like some mid life crisis like tat.. issit some kind of 18 year old thingy.. where u are thrown into the harsh reality of life? when u start to realise that life is not that sweet? Or maybe dreams r juz dreams that can nv be pursued? so much sufferings in the world.. so little that i can do.. can i not be content wif wad i have? I just want the world to be happy. but wad is happiness? such relativity...

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:12 PM

eLeaN a ~

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

once again, you touched my heart.

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:16 PM

eLeaN a ~

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

haiz.. depressing.. got back my midyear results le.. like shit lor.. bleah.. all my grades drop.. bleah... quite sucky.. n im so dead cos theres result slip n my dad is gonna nag.. not like he realli care.. not forgetin that they have those teachers' comments for ya parents to see n know wads happenin in the class... tats bad.. i bet they will have such 'fantastic' remarks abt me..also.. parent-teacher meetin comin soon le.. hope im not shortlisted for the meetin.. although highly likely ba.. got c5 for gp.. then COCA.. arg... got one sub missed by 0.9..
-headbang-

enough of the results.. these few days still quite bz... bz wif interhouse lor.. organise interhouse soccer and participate in interhouse netball.. though im quite lan4.. heehee... long time nv shoot le.. tryin to catch up wif my laggy tutorials nowadays.. although most of the time i fall asleep b4 i could complete it.. haiz.. I MUZ NOT SLACK ANIMORE... zZZZzzz

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:50 PM

eLeaN a ~

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

arg.. 2 more papers to go.. bleah.. tis is gonna be one of my worst midyears.. gp was bad enuff.. din come out on environment poverty feminism or health.. ended up doin some qn which i have to think of weird analogy n stuff.. Life should be saved at all cost.. obviously i disagree.. if the person wants to die.. no matter what u do.. u cant save him.. its up to him.. bleah.. uncrediential statements.. but heck.. maths was managable.. although i din attempt 11 marks.. chem was horrendous.. forgot all my group 2 n 7 stuff.. n so mani qns abt it.. wad luck.. n we had tis 4.5 hr break in b/w our paper 1 n paper 2.. come back for one hr to do mcq.. quite lame la.. was almost fallin asleep by then.. but lunch was nice.. at least most of the chem students eat together.. it was quite funny la.. we were roamin from shop to shop... from fiddlin arnd wif the stuff in muji to watchin some preview movie on a home theatre system.. 11 ppl surround the tv.. then wj went to spray tis choc perfume on the guys at bodyshop.. tml havin physic n the day after fm.. hopefully i will fare better in them...

enuff abt exams.. nowadays quite suay la.. i broke my specs!!! now i have to wear tis super old specs.. not forgetin tat its BLUR.. then i see tis big xiao qiang crawling arnd my stove tis mornin.. LIKE EARLY in the morn... when i was about to make milo.. i screamed.. luckily no one wake up except my dog... then while tryin to open the cap of the nutrisoy.. i broke it.. then spent 10 min tryin to open it.. juz to drink one pathetic cup.. oh ya.. n a few days ago.. i ate two slices of banana cake onli to find out that its mouldy after i finish it.. thanks to my dad who told me after some time... last but not the very least.. i spend like 20+ hrs downloadin tis movie called ocean's 12... GUESS WAD... its in SPANISH..without subtitles.. i juz hope my luck will get better soon...

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
4:31 PM

eLeaN a ~

Friday, June 24, 2005

veri long nv blog le.. guess wad.. my bro's com crash.. which means i couldn come online for a period of time.. but now im back on after he connect tis weird little lan wire.. so hooray... aniwae.. i feel veri bad.. one of my junior wanna come to aj thru dsa.. but..BUT... the deadline for the application was due.. damn.. partially my fault.. cos i tot the deadline was b4 sch reopen.. muz be the jetlag.. haiz.. nvm ba.. aniwae.. my muggin plan failed terribly.. everyday i onli study like less than 2 hrs? short attention span.. sigh.. there goes my midyear.. hmmm.. lets see.. was realli pissed off by the stupid article on straits times.. my bro even came to me n ask whether we lost to acjc.. bleah... but nvm.. as long as we know wad realli happen.. its a fact.. no one can deny it.. sigh.. stress...how?? arrrrr....... *grabz hair n runz in circles*

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
3:38 PM

eLeaN a ~